Parasite

Merry 2010 Christmas!!

2010-12-24T11:30:00.001+08:00

Wish you Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Welcome 2011, are you? Whatever you be. Wherever you are. Ready or not... Let's GO together! GET SET..... GOooooooo!!

They are all beautiful!

2010-08-09T20:02:00.003+08:00

When Look up to the sky, u will found that Everything is GOOD!
Every stories carries beautiful things.
Whatever you have been gone through. When you Look up, you must see the beautiful sky cover you and shining every day.

(p.s. after met a friend who composed her life in the past, which was a horrible experiences. But now everything becomes beautiful.
I like her summary: it is not me now if I have no past.)

Joyce, wish you joy in HIM and free from HIS name. Dance with your life all the time to glorify HIM.

Merry Christmas to all

2009-12-24T18:28:00.002+08:00

Love to say greeting to all my dearest friends and relatives.
Thanks for your care and love during a year.
I wish you all have a wonderful year end time and have peace to step to next year
May all my best to you all.
May you have strength and wisdom from my heavenly father upon you to know HIM more and more.

All my best,
Genia

火燭

2009-08-21T14:33:00.007+08:00

Dododododo.....20 Aug 2009
今晨五時許沙田博康博泰樓發生火警。
叫火燭的聲音特別可怕。那種高呼卻帶點聲帶的震動。
人面對災難時自然的懼怕。

平安只是一下之隔。
感恩可以感恩。平安是一份厚恩。
晚上回到家中，所有如常，回復平靜。
假如這不是一場小火警，是如大災難般的事發生。
還能安在家中嗎？
主，謝謝你。

也特別謝謝那從英國遠度而來的ＨUIWEN。
不料作客一天不到還在時差中的她，也只好傻傻地跟我跑到街上。
培伴我走。人生不同時候有不同人同你走，不至太孤寂。
幸好媽走得快去上班。

也許要謝謝在香港英國的大小火警表演習，叫我也不大慌張。
正因如此，也疑惑著是否真的，是否須要下去？也許未必波及。
當鄰舍分分開門看又議論，大家也在疑惑。
直到聽到鄰舍爸爸呼叫得很出力帶點抖顛，我紛紛張羅怎樣出門。
鄰舍爸爸努力呼叫鄰舍們離開也照顧不得自己的身世，赤著腳子往樓梯跑去。
謝謝你﹣鄰舍爸爸。
我！並沒有帶走心土理測驗的五件東西。
只立刻穿上外套和便鞋，帶電話及門匙並關掉所有電器（怕波及）。
便叫走！

不禁讚嘆自己的機智。
也讚揚科技之術。電話不只用來通訊，還可以拍照、聽歌、看聖經。
在樓下球場待了約兩小時就走梯回十家去。
從天黑到天亮。
回家的早上新聞是我家。真快！

謝謝ＫＡＬＡＭ，她看了新聞便問候我的人。
謝謝你關愛之情。

This is the day full of Joy

2009-08-17T14:30:00.004+08:00

16 August 2009

Fiona stood up in the ACM praise and worship event.
Who knows God's work?
Who knows God's timing?
Who knows God's love?

In a un-normal event for unbeliever, She stood up when pastor was calling the first heart. Oh father Lord, May she is the good soil, can be plant, can be grow up, can be bear fruits.

She couldn't tell Kalam and I how she feels and how she decided to believe in Him. But she told us some little pics of her experience of Love.
I know that she does really feels God's love. Love can really let people grow up healthy and mutually completely. I feel that, she also feel that. Many pics on her head but couldn't make up. I do really want to tell her how God's doing on her. Hope she catches her experience firmly. May God be her life God and living God. May God be her family's God leading them to experience the heavenly father.

Good news is the power of God. True! What and who can do his work? Only his words. Praise the Lord, my Holy father my Lord.

The whole praise and worship event... full of old testimony wording and reading. I was really worry about this event....What are they doing? I afraid friend and me lead her to the wrong place!!

10 comments, history of Israel are showing how God teaching, fear, and mercy. I can say if the one really challenging. they might ask a lot and still stand outside of the bible. The preaching simply to explain how He is the history of God by Psalm 126. Which I have read recently and studied in sunday Psalm school. My eye was opened. "past tense, present tense and future tense. Only know how the past and future, then you will know how to live now."

Thanks God. His Words full of power.
Thanks God, I have a chance to see how His work in front of me.
Amazing leg was struggle, but listen the word " no need to care others thought" .
Amazing power of spirit was strengthen her leg to stood without regret.
My tears down, I did want to hug her. but I afraid to make her scared.
I thanks God, you let me see your works.

This is the day I should mark down and memorize in my heart.

**Fiona who is my primary school friend until now.

Working...means..

2009-07-08T00:51:00.004+08:00

Working....means...
do some meaningful things.

How many people work for meaningful thing(s) daily?
How many hours people involve their life to?
How Many? how many left for worthy thing(s)?

I have left here for 9 months already.
What I have done in this 9 months? Busy so much?
Really was... really was not...
Amazing that I left the boring work totally after March. Then,
I worked for many good projects
about life: Big day;
about GOD: witness HIS works and HIS plan;
about family: visit sister and friends;
about seeking myself: future and challenge;
about about...

Think and think, Observe and observe,
I have found the word are really true:
"Bread is not man's only need, but every word which comes out of the mouth of God."Matt4:4

Picnic in working day

2008-10-22T21:59:00.010+08:00

22-Oct-08

This week seems has a really good environment between everyone in company.
Today, We seems have a good mood to picnic in the park nearby the sea.

It was really great to have picnic during working day between two sessions of working hours. Can you imagine how crazy enjoy the time in all our heart. One colleague suggested to buy dim sum. so, we went to a dim sum take away store (our first try) and buy drinks in a cheap small warehouse that the store has a lot of different kinds and rare snacks in cheaper price. Therefore, we all 5 people walked to the sea side pavilion. Today had a really great weather enjoyable wind and close to the nature with listening the sound of wave.

We are happy girls like in a picnic day out. Chatting after our picnic dim sum in the park close to the primary school. Funny to share the things when we were little in school such as funny freeze post when the end bell of rest time. The sharing time, bell sounds and the teacher speaking bought all memories close to me. All feeling of innocent, pure, laughing, naughty, fear of teacher made me smile from my deep heart.

(Click the title to view the picture which is the left of the pavilion)

Cactus Attitude

2008-10-22T21:24:00.006+08:00

18-Oct-08
Today is my first time to visit Alex since I back to HK. We are all 17 people (Tony, Phoebe, Toeby, Sindy,TK,Anna, Sammo, Eva, Zeke, Clara, Alex, Cat, Lingson, FTF, Abby, Eric, Erica and me) Two babies with us. This is a songsinger YeunLong half day trip.

This is really great! Songsingers are all look good! I was really enjoying the day with them. Chat with them, eating, taking photos and looking all around. I discovered Alex's garden. wow! he plants a lot, including Thai herbs, pink rose, cactus, lily and some others plants that i don't have time to find out what are they. He showed me 火龍果 is come from cactus. That fruit's plant is a long slim Cactus. It looks really funny just a little thin fingers on the soil. Alex explained to me how he has discovered the fruit plant is come from cactus. And I was lighten up by his passion sprinkling eye with his smiling face that how he enjoying the gardening, how wonderful touch with nature. I was inspirited by his sharing. life is something like adventure and magic that you never know once you plant and wait with your patient.

Times was running so fast. I'm looking forward the next songsinger meeting. Thank you Alex and Clara. Today we have wonderful TIME. POOR THAT I HAVEN'T BRING MY CAMERA. Lingson ask me have I bought camera.... OH! NO. I SHOULD BRING IT.. but....Eventually, Alex gave me a little bottle of Cactus. This is a lovely meaningful souvenir. What are wonderful world.

My first guitar!

2008-09-12T02:19:00.004+08:00

Eventually, I bought it! my cool first guitar. I think I should give him a name.
I wish I have one since I was self learning guitar in UK. I planned to go to China and buy one when I back HK. Btw.... I've done after a year.

Dream is good. but work it out is more great and close with the dream.
Would you love to hug your dream? work it out!
You realize your life will not dry anymore.

<主我跟你走> song is running in my mind.

Today, someone shared his dream with me. I think that is good idea. why don't do it? Step out! don't let your dream down. Keep dreaming and working.
At this moment, I miss my Cardiff B/S and worship team.

The Taste of be loved

2008-08-31T01:19:00.005+08:00

I was surprised I got a lot of medicine for my skin. They came from different countries and friends/relatives. The most I didn't expected my sister-in-church. She came to me on Sunday morning and gave me this cream.

Don't know why they are all coming to me in same month. How come they know what I worry?
Thank you every lovely friends/relatives.

The TASTE of be loved? is.... like this

Is amost a heaven

2008-07-29T08:22:00.005+08:00

28 July 2008
I back to Cardiff la.
I breath the fresh and familiar air in my spiritual earth home.
Meet those faces I miss so much everyday.
Just want to relax and see and live with them.
I'm sad to see everyone tired faces. We are in one can share can pray and also can play can bear together.
Here is almost a heaven home for me. Say hi to everyone, pastor wong, cherry, uncle kim... those familiar faces. It seems I haven't left here. They are always welcome with lovely simle. They live well.

Thank you you all warm simling. I'm going to miss u all again.
Wherever we go, we are union can share can pray can encourage can exchanging.
Is like the song I shared tonight with you all. Don't giveup , we have to go forward with your brothers and sisters. The treasure is we are from different parties but have same dream same saviour same hope same spirit, can come together warmly smoothly because of His love.

I want to record this down to memorize this special gethering. This happy is from deep heart really firm with root. The last sunday service in Manchester Chinese church, I remember the message is Isreal use stone to memorize things. But Pastor also remind us that do not stay in old time. we have to move forward. No worry about futher too much. Go go go for God!

My lovely shoes

2008-06-15T02:03:00.009+08:00

Wed 11 June 2008

Hello my lovely pinky plastic new shoes,

How are you today? This is the first day I bring you to the world.
I'm so sorry that you haven't met any wet today. I didn't knew it would not rain after I wore you down to my house. Btw, you will see the world more later. You will taste the wet more.

Are you disappointed? Don't worry, you are made for the wet and this is you. This is the reason you have been made. And now just because of the time, you will see soon. You know this is summer, the rain season. After that, you may hate the wet. but don't forget you have such a strong and endurance character to face the wet. Believe yourself you can. This is your root and instinct.

However, you are lovely. Every friend say so.
I'm happy. I'm satisfy when I look at you.
You inspirit me. I want to say Thank you... my lovely shoes.

花情花意的日子

2008-05-15T01:03:00.004+08:00

13 May 2008

一個充滿花情花意的日子，
滿天漓漫著叫人驚喜的場面，
一群棉花球由巴士的左邊漂到右邊，真熱鬧！
白色的飄雪如羽毛般輕型，
比雪還能停留空中暢遊。
這是白色充滿玉蘭花香的五月天，
是敏感者的殺星，
是幻想者的季節，
是我所愛的蒲公英。

這一切都叫想起威爾斯屋外的一塊草地，
滿街滿行飄出柔柔的草香和各樣花色，
可我總喜歡那白白透透的蒲公英，
蹲在草皮上，嘴往手拿著一支蒲公英吹，
它們.都在飄。

Mission IN possible

2008-05-12T00:40:00.007+08:00

10May08 sat 10:30am

This is my last time with mother to do the super shopping in Wellcome for its super market strategy.We spent almost 3 months for the Stainless steel COOKWARE. The target we have been made 330 stamps for redeeming the product she wants. Btw, it became a mission in possible target for my family every weekend. We target didn't spent much time as soon as we can and meet $300, $500, $600 in different week. Sometimes, I felt that was a game for shopping in a target budget and time. Sometimes, I felt that was a lovely treasure time to live together. That is life, isn't it? I haven't enjoyed that before I studied aboard. If you ask me what I have been changed? I can say that is one of my changing.

Today we redeemed the cookware after our possible mission shopping. The satisfied smile was growing from her face. Especially got the gift before mother day. It sounds her mother gift. Nevertheless, we won't need to go there for shop in future. Because we have a load of stock. See! Here is a part of our booty.

sprinkling Spring

2008-03-28T00:56:00.002+08:00

Every new day morning, I smell some flowers fragrance. Those trees are bearing little white flowers. I don't know their name. But it transpires fragrance everyday. They slow down my feet when I pass through the road with those lovely trees. The fragrance seems to smell and wave their hand to me. Thanks for remind me this is Spring. How long can I have Spring in HK? How long can I have 4 seasons in HK? Thanks for voice up and singing your fragrance everyday to people. How many are they response? Hope you are not sad. At least some of us nod our head saying "we know, we appreciate".

My February

2008-02-25T00:34:00.011+08:00

I love February.
You will find there are so many things happen in these month.
Such as Lovely Lunar New Year!

That is lovely, especially this year.
I treasure every time with my relatives. We all put effort to gather together. Don't know why. May be cause of my sister will get marriage soon? or we haven't gathering for 4 years long? However, I hope this heart will last forever.

Red pocket.
I amazed I got a lot in this first year after I back. You know why?
Because half of my friend already get marriage. The feeling is so strange when I took the red pocket from the friend who younger than me.

Big Day.
I had a wonderful day with mother. How wonderful someone you loved can spend a whole day with you going wherever you want. How great to have dinner with my old friend by a wish? mom and me watch DVD of Tokyo's Tower. It cost me a lot of tear, btw, we enjoyed. Finally, we had rice ball for super. That is 15 of January in Lunar.

My Fab Feb is so short.
That is Good. Otherwise, I will waste it.
Thanks. I got a lot of email, msm, calls etc.
Thanks for giving me warm blessing. Make my February fabulously.

一個角落（二）

2008-02-13T15:40:00.007+08:00

不留了，要走了！
八個多月，日子就這樣過了.
在面前屬於威爾斯的一角脫落了，
化了千多元來換上新的局面，同時也換上香港的角落。

沒有改變，只是願意落根一點。
曾想過把它轉回遙遠的一角，
或許實際一點，不要再夢，讓工作時能看清楚現在“幾多點“。
到現在，我還是覺得那兒都不屬於，
但有愛的地方就是我的家。

fi-sh 雨

2008-01-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

星期四天蒙蒙下著粉雨

穿上有帽子的毛衣破破的牛仔褲綠綠的外套
跑到樓下才曉得天正下著雨懶得帶傘也懶得打傘
景緻如沙濃照片在浪漫又悽怨的天色下漫步
則面吹來一陣陣的雨粉不知怎的感覺好舒服
它們喜歡到我臉上走一趟有些跑到我的眼簾來
它滋潤了我這是春

那種熟悉的感覺一幕幕他鄉的生活閃滑在我的眼前
那種幸福的感覺一幕幕樸實的生活浸透了我的全身
路人叫嚷著冷呀不知怎的我並不冷
它滋潤了我我卻笑了這是春

January 24, 2008 08:30:11
Thursday Cloudy Day Shower

Wore a sweater with hat, stylist broken Jeans, greenly Jacket.
I realized it was shower when I open the door, lazy for bringing umbrella and lazy for open it.
It liked a Solon, it likely walked under a romanic and sadness weather.
A windy with shower was blowing at the side of my face. It was cosy.
They would like to come to my face, some were going around my eye lash.
They moistened me. That is Spring.

The familiar feeling which was discovered many scene of my overseas living running in front of my eyes.
The Bliss feeling which was discovered many scenes of simple life running though all of my body.
People was yelling that is cold weather, but I wasn't.
They moistened me, and I smiled. That is Spring.

My frist cook challenge!

2008-01-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

12 Jan 2008

This is my mother's home town famous dish. Actually, I don't really know the exactly name, but I would like to call this "Ginger Egg Noodle". I love it so much. It helps blood circulation.

This dish has strong Ginger taste with old wine smell. The noodle is very fine and smooth which is a Fuzhou local food. I afraid to cook this, because it is a pressure to cook the famous dish. Although it looks oily, it is good for lady especially monthly sick. I still love to eat my mother cook of "Ginger Egg Noodle". Therefore, I used to ask mother to cook this noodle for me not myself. Tonight, I tried to cook for myself. Although, it was not strong taste as my mother's cook, I still enjoyed the noodle in front of me.

Chop Ginger for slices (a lot)
1or2 eggs (depends how much u want)
Noodle cook and wash by cold water be prepare

Firstly, Heat the pan, Pour oil. then fire ginger slices. Pour eggs and cook together. Nearly finish the eggs, pour soy sauce and old wine. Pour a little rice bowl of water and cook for while. Pour them all in the bowl which was the noodle prepared.

粉碎的鞋

2008-01-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

２００８年１月９日

粉碎是怎樣？粉碎的感覺是怎樣呢？

在英國時，聽姐姐說她回港家穿上很久沒穿的鞋出街，誰知邊穿邊粉碎：由高變矮，一塊一塊的掉在街上。實在難以想像怎樣會如此。想看一看怎樣可以穿到粉碎。她憶說她穿上那變質的鞋子上教會，坐下之前巳經覺得那雙鞋子有點古怪。完了聚會後，她發覺鞋子旁邊有碎片一塊塊的在腳邊。真誇張。

現在我的的確確的經歷著這種粉碎。心想快把這鞋穿破就可以掉，沒想到還未到目的地鞋子就餓了.是非常饑那種。叫我很難走路。奇怪的是，心是這樣想，卻沒有這樣的準備：帶多雙鞋。其實沒想到會那麼誇張那麼快。後來找到橡根把那饑咀巴封住,可是皺紋變成裂紋。結果那條橡根也堅持不了。回家途中去了一個店求橡根。實在狼狽。這種粉碎的體會實在不便。最好也不要體驗。

細味！

2008-01-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

看著四面的鏡子，彷彿看見幾年前的自己在這個地方所留下的每一寸記憶。
二十幾人齊在一起，齊齊整整在鏡前向左走向右走，提手提足，沒有天份也要出盡努力和勇氣，為要完成配合訊息的效果，看見可愛而又滑稽的場面，不禁也笑起來。
地上那條籃藍的長方條，多年來洗不掉刷不了.不知怎的這個藍成了這兒的代表色，也成了一種不滅的精神。
那一天的開幕，還記得大家坐在地上分享那份成長的喜悅。不知怎的，我想起ＰＯＬＬＹ的黑黑長長的頭髮。

回憶．總是叫人又苦又甜；
有往日的歡笑氣味，叫人沉醉；
也有苦笑不得的痛，寧願醉倒。
是幸福嗎？是。還是幸福，是。榮幸我有。
雖然現在只剩下記憶；
幸好沒有忘掉，也沒有掉丟那顆心志。

“同呼同樣吸一口氣，同一哭聲一歡笑互溝通的眼精”

不想只剩下唏噓，卻想好好的把它收起來，放在珍藏角內。細味！

是我嗎

2008-01-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

九型人格分析
第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 14%
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 13%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 12%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 11%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 11%
第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 10%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 9%
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 9%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 9%

我的九型人格分析？

填表叫我打蓋睡。

友緣

2008-01-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

想起我鄰家的朋友.
確實是一件神積的遇上.相識.

小時候,我有一個找朋友的信念.
就是"找".
找與自己合緣的人做朋友.
父母總會擔心兒女交上怎樣的朋友.
吩咐要小心選.

人大了,知道很多東西不能免強.
"緣"更無法免強.
做朋友也要看緣份,不是夢想就能成真。

變了，舊了，情還留？
仍舊留在古老的過去，
是與自己過不去，還是過份的執著。
說來被動。為此也多次失落。

出社會做事,看見一圈圈的人群.
更體會"緣份"這點.
因著時間慢慢地接受了。被動的無奈化為主動的珍惜。
只怕我還未有膽量去表達。

朋友是一種緣.
能一起成長,經歷改變,是一件寶.
有人願意聽你說悶悶的人生哲理,
吐吐人生的苦水,是一種福.

想起身邊仍有好友,確實興幸自己還是富有的人。
看來也不必婉惜而是珍惜。
要切切感謝每一位與我經歷過或刷身而過的朋友.
我明白人生的無奈,我更珍惜過往你與我相遇的每一刻.
或許珍惜得太遲，表達有點混亂。
盼看見的你能接受。並不太遲！
我們“有緣“嗎？↑﹣↑

Decoration Time

2007-12-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Decorate the house is a horrible experience indeed.

Actually, I miss the old things including the blue sky and white cloud ceiling, that was made by my mother. I miss my rubbishes. haha! ..... I comforted myself, you will like the renew house, although, we have to brush all away.
You know, the chopping sounds was really chopped in my heart. Very strong! Seems chop all my memories and my mother's afford away. I hate it but I hoped to evidence them all.

It likes Life. You have to flow rubbish away if you want the renew life. You have to experience the chopping process.Flow and put them in to my memory.

I like renew. The feeling make me fresh. It gives me a new motivative and power. I love to clean my place when I finish one thing. It is renew. Renew have to experience the Chopping Time, no matter spiritual or physical.

Jesus said to him, Truly, I say to you, Without a new birth no man is able to see the kingdom of God. John3:3

I'm Rich

2007-12-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

I haven't rich like this. I was holding 4 flats' key during November, the decoration time. three of my home key, one of my working place, two of my Uncle Sam's home key and two more of my Uncle Jimmy house. I was carrying a load of keys. How rich I am. And How Rich of Love I have, How much trust I got. Thanks God, I have a lot from you. Although, I was float above in the decoration time, I experienced how RICH I am.

I think I haven't experienced more.

hell lesson

2007-10-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

Working is not easy. Growing is harder than this. Thanks God, giving me so much chance to develop myself. To trim me to be a great people. I don't know will I be a great designer. But I know I'm precious in HIs eye.

Don't worry, I won't give up. Because my Father take care me and know my feeling and status. HE already well prepare me to go to HIS plan. He lead me in HIS wonderful plan.

Don't worry, I won't give up. Because HE never ever give up one of us.

btw, everyday is new. Also have new challenge. I afraid. Can't stop my heart to cry out for God's help.

ＰＳＰ候群症

2007-10-08T00:49:00.000+08:00

每朝早眼腫腫,口邊掛著“暴龍“
這是都市人釋放並沉醉於電子遊戲機色彩中。
最近公司同事們人人都有一部ＰＳＰ。有時還帶回公司一起打過。
每早同事們都比試昨晚打到什麼程度。

我也開始明白為什麼香港人日日早晚都手振振打著電子遊戲機。完了一日緊張工作，本應遠離緊張才是。可是，人人都把一切壓力投放在這緊張的彩色小方畫面上。我！這幾天放工也愛這玩兒。不過我沒有ＰＳＰ，但我有電話。普通的暫時足夠了。

I was surprised!

2007-09-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

The third month I back Hong Kong is coming at the end. This three months such a long time for me. So many discover, inner conflict and feel hopeless of lifestyle that I have faced. I hope I won't scare you. This is my journey only. These 3 months, I have evidenced 5 new and old staff left. Some tension relationship with colleagues. However, God is my champion. He asked me to be patient.

Today HE said to me again:
義人的腳步、被耶和華立定．他的道路、耶和華也喜愛。
[kjv] The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD: and he delighteth in his way.psalm37:23

When I look back now. All my feet has planned in HIS plan. I do happy and dance for HIS grace love. That is the best and peaceful environment time I join this company. That is the great location of company for me. because christian bo
okshop, Christian Doctrine College, church and worship group around me. Lovely fresh juice shops and many will be discover.

I surprised that how wonderful plan HIS has planned for me. I believed before I walked. But I can see how true God's word through my journey to see God. HE gave you more than you wish and pray. And surprise I have changed a lot. Stronger physically and character. I was amazed HE made me grew up through lovely peaceful three years in UK. Thanks everyone I met and My heavenly father. May all glory to u.

一個角落

2007-08-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

留住了，停住了！
兩個多月，日子就這樣過了.
在面前屬於威爾斯的一角並沒有脫落，
它，卻仍舊擺上。
沒有改變，也看不出有改變的理由。
那個角落好像把我拉到時空門。
把一個一個的角落也拿來開啟回味一下。
謝謝你，把我的病立時止住了。

Fight for Blue Sky!

2007-08-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

This is the ceiling of my home which was painted by lovely mother. I'm surprised when I arrived my Home. That is really true a sky in indoor area. Now, I can see the sky even I'm lying down as I'm lying on grass. Actually, Hong Kong has blue sky. My colleagues said few years before you can't really see the blue sky in Hong Kong. Now is much more better. That's true. I can see some clouds on the blue sky. But the area of sky is not like the wide sky in UK. Fortunately, I live in New Territories. Many mountains and green that I can see.

Blue Sky! Still there!

The time is running, I've back Hong Kong nearly 2 months starting to get used the HongKong style living speed. The thing is to learn how to remain a silent and clear mind area/private room for God and me, which isn't disrupted by any other else. Always keep clear and sensitive spirit in front of God and earth.

Fight! Fight together. Fight for our spiritual life during awful environment.GOGOGO!

This is the view of my living district-Shatin.
I was riding bicycle with my lovely brother and sister-in-church.
I can't rode when I amazed the work of GOD. At this moment, I'm thinking of my lovely families in Caridff. Then, I stopped and took my phone to capture the wonderful work of GOD. ^-^smile

Sensitive

2007-07-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

Coughing.....OH! my goodness.
Sometimes, I can't STop! Really horrible cough.

All friends from UK said that is common sick when we back HK. Because of the pollution weather. I had a horrible coughing experience before SARs in HK. It was last more than two months. I don't want it again!

Doctor said I have all sensitive body, sensitive of medicine, sensitive of dust, sensitive of air.

Well, I look like alien.

Also, I have sensitive ears and eyes. It is not hard to know what is the trendy topic in HK. When I arrived HK airport, stepped into the bus. the Road Show TV was running and telling you the news of HK: flight for Blue Sky. Which is a slogan of environment protection. My friends were amazed I knew that so quick. Why they felt that? Do they know the busy promotion in HK? Or they have already felt tired of noisy promotion. Starting close their eyes and ears on the street. A lot of promotion is jumping in front of your eyes and jump into my ears. It is hard to have true quite place. It is a time to train the quite heart during busy world with busy noises around you.

I realized many people were playing their electronic games. Feel exciting! Feel enjoying! without speaking and notice around.Playing that when they sit and walk. How come they can play games when they walk? I don't know.

Advertisement is not interested. It was bored and tasteless.

The HK days.

2007-06-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

Catch the Moment, Catch the Life.
I'm working in HK's HK island for two weeks. I do want to share the feeling when I back HK. Everything sounds interested me to look. Everyone want to meet again. Won't care what I have hurt, what I have felt, what I have viewed before.
Is what about how new it is, how wonderful moment here, how special reunion again.

I want to share my feeling and my view. Roughly to show u my working life. Which is full of HK special culture, history and mix. (west with east)

A fresh and beautiful sun

2007-05-10T06:10:00.000+08:00

This is a fresh and beautiful day full of shower, wind and sun. But it is lovely day full of laugh, sing and peace.

This like a life.

I thank you God give me shower, windy and sunshine in my life, and also give me lovely buddies and spiritual warriors that we can laugh, worship you and peacefully sleep under you grace. They are all lovely full of your beautiful plan in us.

Thank you for your words. All in my heart and memories.
Thank you for your GAME. It is unforgettable!
Thank you for your care. I feel blissed that I have brother and sister like you.
In God, Everything is perfect. In you, I see how lovely God plan is.
THrough you, I understand God. Through God, I know you all.

Bless you all my heart.

近戰生活潮流

2007-04-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

這是Cardiff Chinese Christian Church 的春令會主題。來了英國３年的第一次參加叫人難忘令會。不想遺失這每一分與弟兄姊妹的相處與一同學習聖經及分享。還記得有一次的分組分享，我成了涙人，難以止息的感動。看見神的愛與恩典不住向每一個招手。當中的參予，與弟兄姊妹一同渡過事奉的苦與樂。那種彼此學習，彼此承擔，同心合意地禱告的畫面成了愛的搆圖。「我們曉得萬事都互相效力、叫愛　神的人得益處、就是按他旨意被召的人。」羅 8:28

叫我更明白「從來沒有人見過　神．我們若彼此相愛、　神就住在我們裡面、愛他的心在我們裡面得以完全了．」約一 4:12
營會的歌「主我跟你走」成了我們有力的互勉。親愛的弟兄姊妹，不要放棄，因為你有一群弟兄姊妹一同與你跑這條路，成為一群有活力的精兵。無論往那裡去，我們還有大能的天父與我們走到天涯海角。

主我跟你走

主你跟我走，往普天下走，
天涯海角緊緊抓住我。
主我跟你走，往普天下走，
死蔭幽谷緊緊跟你走。

因你是萬王之王，萬主之主，
有你跟著我，我還怕什麼？
因你已戰勝死亡，得勝君王，
這信心的路我永不回頭。

開啟我眼，信心的雙眼，
看那天使天軍在身邊。
塑造我的心，謙卑地聆聽，
你的話語深植我心。

哭泣

2007-03-25T09:31:00.000+08:00

昨天晚上ＥＹＳＩＮ跟我說星期三晚的讚美敬拜隊的神祕慶祝ＥＤＤＹ生日的飯局。我要排戲不能出席是有點可惜。她說那晚很好很開心，但是大家也覺得缺了什麼﹣﹣﹣”就是你“。我心想：不是吧！我知道以欣會這樣想，不過不是那麼誇張吧！...也知道她不會說謊...天呀！不要這樣對我吧﹣﹣你們,我要走了！上星期的情緒因為這個決定巳經很不穩定了。好不容易處理自己的情緒，現在又來。我不想哭著走。
今天ＳＩＮＤＹ把那晚的事情再案件重說一次給我聽。ＥＤＤＹ問我為什麼不來，想念我。好像缺了什麼似的。這些都會是我美麗的回億。聽著，淚往下流著。
我們還可以在一起多久呢？

相逢未恨晚

2007-03-25T09:03:00.000+08:00

３月１５日來了一位宣教異象的神學生。叫ＡＩＬＩ。不知道是中文還是英文名字的簡稱。初見就面知道她有宣教的異象，我便很想跟她交談。她來一個多月做實習。看看不同文化的牧會工作，特別是中國人。
這個星期我們在團契又見面了。她分享了自己的信主見證。我呆了，因為有些掙扎是我面對又面對的，就是在尋求神心意上要等。有時候太累了，要等到什麼時候呢？是自己執著嗎？無論你選了是什麼路，神總會把你帶到他的心意去。不用太擔心選上的路是錯。在神的誡命和律下不偏離，就好了。

昨天在普通話小組她分享的事，又叫我呆了。因為她幼小的經歷跟我一樣。那件事也在我們小小心中經歷了神。
今天早上我們約好了,本來去打球，可是泡湯了。於是我們便邊走邊聊。我們說著去游泳,她便說因為她的病才去游泳。我又呆了，我發現我不只是經歷神,尋求神中和身體也有同樣之處。我心中不禁對神說著：主呀！你是賜我那超乎我所想所求的屬靈朋友嗎？主在不同的時候賜我密友。好神奇呀！給我很大的支持，不論在心靈和肉體上。主都知道，主都預備。

I'M A COOK

2007-03-15T08:36:00.000+08:00

This is an accident to be a cook tonight. I glad all of them, German girl, like my Chinese cook. I think it is amazing that you heard i can cook. ha ha. This is a miracle on me God gave me a lesson here. Do you want to know what I have cooked? boil plain rice, simply fire the veggie, potato with egg and pork steak with soy source.

久別重逢的零七年

2007-03-01T07:18:00.000+08:00

Haven't Shared anything here for 2 months. It seems a long long time. A lot of things pass over me. My dear computer back with brand new hard disk, but all the data's gone with my 2 years more journey. It seems all my memories here with God flush away.

小時候

2007-03-01T07:13:00.000+08:00

The lovely girl remind my little me. The moment was learning the same song from lovely women-my mother.

爸媽的心

2006-12-11T10:13:00.002+08:00

早上月份，我好奇地問一位西班牙藉男同事一件事。
為什麼男人也想要ＢＢ？
我明白女人要ＢＢ基於與身軀來的母愛。
他說與女人一樣，是基於父愛。
啊！我．．．在於女兒身，卻很難以想像這個答案，更難以理解。

那麼天父造我們，基於祂就是愛。
與父母愛一樣，想分享，想給予。
這就是愛的特質。

引申我想一件事。
父、母角色，在兒女心中是不可被一方代替的。
但我的同事卻不認同，他舉了同性戀人為例。
兒童活在愛中，不論同性或異性也能健康成長。
這是什麼世界！

設計者的心

2006-12-11T10:12:00.003+08:00

星期天，難得的不用上班，巧合地能參予因ＰＡＲＴＴＩＭＥ而不常出席的老師會議。從ＳＩＮＤＹ的寶貝車中帶著食物穿梭在密密細雨的月色下走進家去。這是英國的冬天，約５時許，如８時分。
在家中穿穿插插，終於停下來，坐在桌前，把繪本打開，手開始舞動，直到手累了。完成了！看著想著，把手看著，笑著說“好”。

這彷彿熟悉的情節發生了，
與創造者看手所作的為美，說一切都為好；
與救主釘十架到最後，說：成了！

原來我們有祂的性情，有祂的樣色。
“我們原是照著祂所造的”
我信。

雨中陽光

2006-12-11T10:10:00.000+08:00

最寶貴的是．．．

並不是雨後陽光，雲上太陽或雨後彩虹。
“這寶貝放在亞器裡”，卻是祂常與我們同在的陽光。
人生的路起起伏伏，往往要過幾關砌六仗，風風雨雨中能見陽光，是多美好。往往叫人淚中帶笑。

今日異常大風，好像所有的風雨都向這片平原跑過來，並把人車帶走似的。
下午三時許，風雲變化。
一剎那，天空散下無數的冰塊／粒，密密麻麻的向地上衝。由小變到大了！突然整個世界都奏起音樂，
在不同物件上打起拍子來，奏出不同的節拍。小冰豆變成大冰豆，隨著節拍不停地在舞動著。

ＹＥＡＨ！

2006-12-10T08:55:00.000+08:00

媽來啦！一個奇妙旅程。

Soul Rubbish Bin

2006-12-05T08:53:00.000+08:00

所謂的“精神垃圾箱“究竟是一件什麼回事呢？
好朋友的特質。
星期天，梅牧師講道分享了友誼這個題目。
17:9 [hb5] 遮掩人過的、尋求人愛．屢次挑錯的、離間密友。
[kjv] He that covereth a transgression seeketh love; but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends.
[bbe] He who keeps a sin covered is looking for love; but he who keeps on talking of a thing makes division between friends.
不但包括寬恕，還要單對單處理，不要把不和散出去。
友誼是一切關係的基礎，不論是父子，夫婦，朋友也同樣學習做一個好朋友﹣一個精神垃圾箱：不論你說一大堆垃圾,對方也照收。

聽了，感到舒暢。明白我為什麼感到與一位友人的友誼變得沒味和咀喪，是因為我不能自由地說出我的一切。在聊天時被朋友說我話語不到題，每每是她給我的comment，的確叫人難受。從此與她說話也有了壓力，這壓力便成了我懶惰與她說話的理由，也成了無形的牆。為避免觸及那些她認為的“垃圾”，我只好點到即止。更一度懷疑她還是我的好友嗎？曾亂七八曹的東西都說一翻的對象，原來一點都不享受這種交談。我只好說我們性格不合來安慰自己。

這星期天又再挑起，或許我要求的“朋友”太高了吧！

有腳巴士１１號

2006-12-04T10:37:00.000+08:00

這是一個會走的月份﹣１１月。

秋意隨著綠變黃變紅，
風隨著己意而行，
人安時前進，
往下一步去。

回到他們的故鄉，
回到屬他們的地。

是愁是喜？
離愁的１１月，別緒的兩雙腳。
也是離奇１１月，失蹤的兩雙腿。

在地的另一邊，你們會想起我嗎？
年日過去，你還記得我嗎？

Amazing Grace Musical

2006-11-27T06:56:00.001+08:00

Click the Title, then you can listen some song of this musical.
太震撼了！Amazing Grace 記述了Wales 基督教復興的歷史。載歌載舞，把每一幕信息推到高𡶶。再加上有關宗教，所以就特別身心靈都被震動了。這個小土的宗教復興１８個月，卻影響了世界各地的基督教復興，把福音傳到中國及Korea.

view the summary of Welsh Revival on 1904 through below link.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/wales/arts/sites/theatre/pages/amazing_grace.shtml

好想再看多次。不知道歌者何時可以做到這個水準呢？每個人都能唱能跳又能做戲。最印象深刻的一幕提及Evan在後期時，很多報章都找他採訪，為要得到新一首資料。在眾人目光下，他成了一個獨腳戲主角，成為全國注目的人物。他們很想知道神怎樣與他親自說話。在眾傳媒下，他成了一個可以搖錢的樹。作曲者和導演為了加強這場的效果，用馬戲場的馬戲，木偶的形體表達Evan在聚傳媒下的情景。這幕的歌名叫 It's a story that we need 。最後他只回應了Isaiah 53.

102年前的復興，Evan提昌能與神直接對話，就算是平信徒也可以如此經歷這位至高的神。最近看的書「傾聽神的聲音」鼓勵信徒來貼近神，並教導怎樣傾聽神的聲音。當生活勞勞役役，而屬靈生命枯乾乏味時，有否注意我們原來失去那最原始最重要的主。你相信這種像百多年前的復興，也同樣在我們每個人生命中發生嗎？百多年前的神蹟，今天也要在你我中間散發出去。

隨時候命

2006-11-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

我是一位歌者，無論到那裡去，我也隨時候命，用生命去歌，用口去唱出生命。
I'm Songsinger, I have ready to go wherever I will be. I will praise my life through the song. I will sing my life through my mouth.

可愛?

2006-11-15T09:42:00.000+08:00

當幾小時內聽到多次"你很可愛呀"後，也再不會感到可愛。
而可怕的感覺卻隨時候命。
最可怕是一分鐘聽７次這句話，真叫人毛管豎立。

剛過的星期天，遇上一件怪事，現在想起也禁不住大笑。有位舊朋友來教會國語崇拜，之所謂舊，是因為很久之前他也常來的，但有一年沒見他的踪影了。那天見到他，便跟他打招呼。說了幾句後便對我說了句恭維的話“你好可愛呀！“ 我那時候，只好用微笑來回應，也想不出該如何回答。然後的幾分種內，他不停說我很可愛。其實我沒有跟他聊天了,真不知道他幹麼說這句話。沒話說也不用重復吧！好奇怪！
完了整個祟拜後，我跟一班弟兄姊妹一起閒聊，在一個空隙對話時，他又來說這句話，還要不停地說，也跟在場的人說。我真的受不了！我臉上充滿了直線。很無奈，場面一片寂靜。

想可愛也不用聽那麼多。
這種一分鐘可愛七次，卻成了可怕的名字。

怎麼說也要謝謝你Ａ先生，請不用客氣了。

寄語

2006-11-14T02:22:00.000+08:00

我叫寄生蟲。但不是人類想我那樣無所事事，像他們所說的註米蟲。其實註米蟲很用功也很尊心又尊一，不吃別的只吃米。我的名字不討好，皆因大家把我Lable了。

Lable 了當然不好受。所以要重申聲明：我！並不是你們所想像的，別用這種眼神看我．．．好嗎？

幸福是一碗牛腩麵

2006-11-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

經歷兩天的發冷流汗的搏鬥後。這個星期天終於重見天日了。還怕星期天上不了教會，卻有人主動說載我，若不是有可能不想吹風，也未必去教會了。這樣就去了國語組崇拜。Esyin問我會否有空一起去BA Superstore 吃午飯。是一個有車才能去的地方。
（心想）嘩！太好了因為搏鬥了後當好好地吃一些粥或熱的中國食物。我昨晚還想今天下午怎辦，不想吃麭，冷冰冰的。還想或許討點熱熱的白飯用醬油配就算了。
病時吃熱熱的白飯是最佳的良藥。
但這一切都不用想了，我滿腦子是中國食物。
所以我心底極渴。

這是我第四次去BA ，卻是我第一次去上面的粥粉檔。我聽說過很多次，但一次也未去過。前幾天做Darryl Album 時，看到一些照片，我猜想是BA的粥粉檔了。誰料今天有幸到。２pm要回教會教書，所以很多時都去不到太遠。
Piscillia推介：牛腩麵
在左想右想下，我放棄了吃粥，也突破了我平時不會點的牛腩麵。那裡有油條，可是我對搏鬥後的我不好﹣﹣太油，所以沒有叫。只外賣自己愛好蛋達兩個。當我見到那碗牛腩麵在我眼前，真是很感動。好開心！安慰了我的心。香港味道，正！想著，原來這是我英國兩年來第一次吃粉麵。店主自配的辡醬並不辡，只是調味。所以我一反常態佔了很多次辡醬。
謝謝主給我那麼好的弟兄姊妹，他們載我去又回。帶我去吃可口的中國食物。不知道下一次會什麼時候呢？因為太餓，但是太珍貴了，又忙著跟新朋友聊天，那種心情真是矛盾。又珍之重之，又禁不住止不了地一口一口送入口裡。
現在想起也想吃多一口。這樣便忘記拍下這碗可愛的牛腩麵。

原來幸福是一碗牛腩麵。

幸福是什麼

2006-11-12T03:04:00.000+08:00

幸福釋義
xing fu
ㄒㄧㄥˋ ㄈㄨˊ
1.well-being; happiness; bliss
2.happy

我一直在找“幸福”到底是什麼。
看來英文也不能完全表達這兩個字。
他們常說LUCKY來表達，可是這兩個字真的如LUCKY那麼簡單嗎？
很多人對幸福畫上不同的界線。
我想．．．幸福就是．．．生活．．．能活著．．．呀

其實幸福就是幸福啦，
是簡單，
是生活心靈深處的觸動，
是明白自己所沒有，
是接受你所能夠，
是擁抱你所擁有，
是盼望你能付上。

看來也不是三言兩語能說清。

Lovely Fruit

2006-11-11T08:52:00.000+08:00

This is the one of my favorite fruit. I haven't eaten it for 2 years more. I miss Asian Fruit, food and people.. oh! i don't want HOME SICK. Pls don't come.

嫌棄

2006-11-11T08:48:00.001+08:00

5/11/06 Sunday Service
在聖餐中，一位姊妹問我什麼時候受浸。我一算之下，才發現我巳經受浸９年了。那麼久，更想像不到我巳信主快到手２０年了。太太久吧！
原來巳信了那麼久，也不覺得久。我也不嫌久，也不嫌老。我還嫌不夠。主是我一生一世的主，是我永永遠遠的父。ＡＭＥＮ。
只要主不嫌棄我，我願一生一世作寄居在主裡的寄生蟲。

寄生蟲

2006-11-09T03:31:00.001+08:00

今天Ivy問候我找工作的事，她想搬到更大的房子。說著若我找到工作，可以在她家住，她也這樣對Sindy 說。
這時Sindy正好經過，Ivy便把剛才的事與她說一篇。還叫她不用擔心，因為我是好鄰舍。真奇怪！她並沒有與我同住，怎知我是好鄰舍？
Sindy 也搶著說她知道，因為她與我“訓過”。這時師母和Alex也在場，真是古怪！也叫人embarrassing。
大家也呆了一會。真是的，把我們的私事供諸眾覽。她為了說清楚是什麼一會事。她連何年何月，在那家和為何“訓過”都說了出來。

話說回頭，謝謝Ivy的Offer。真不知道自己會到那裡去。不知怎的，今天特別多人問我這些事。平時也沒有那麼多人問。謝謝各位的關心。
Ivy，Vicky和Sindy也有叫我在她家留宿。我彷彿成了寄居蟹，四處留宿，像個無家的人。其實都在她們恩下成為寄居者，多麼有福氣。
那麼，我們也在神的大恩下，成了可愛的寄生蟲；不停吸收著神的恩為生。
突然間我喜歡了寄生蟲，愛上了在世上看來討厭的生物（人），愛上了這個名號。
我們（基督徒）都是在世寄居以神恩為生為樂的，祂把我們由可憐變為可愛的蟲，簡稱﹣﹣寄居寄生蟲。

寄生蟲
釋義
ji sheng chong
ㄐㄧˋ ㄕㄥㄔㄨㄥˊ
1.[Zoology] a parasite

Parasite

同義字/反義字
變化形

KK: []
DJ: []
n.[C][(+on/of)]
1. 寄生生物;攀附植物
2. 【喻】寄生蟲
The lazy man was a parasite on his family.
那懶漢是他家的一個寄生蟲。
3. (古希臘)食客

食客....I LOVE IT!